From the title you probably expect me to be some snotty person who does drugs and rides rollercoaster at the same time, but self satisfaction to me stems much deeper than just the momentary feel good sensation coined from any adrenal stimulating or illegal action. I often wonder why i'm here, doing what i'm doing and not after a short introspective look into my own life is it that I realize that the only person that matters at all is myself, and my contempt with who I am and what I'm doing. Life is just a never ending road of trials and tribulations in order to achieve your own conceived "peak", a point where you are completely content with your life and everything in it. This "peak" might mean different things to different people. But the truth to it all is that yourself, and only yourself can determine what makes you happy, and content.
Life right now is the opposite of a downward spiral for me, because I find happiness in the little things, content with what I have, happy to know that I get to live another day. So when you're down and out, feel like you're going nowhere, sit back, pack a bowl, and realize that you have it pretty damn good.
